i feel totally drained. physically and emotionally. school and work is draining the hell out of me when it probably shoudnt. school is both boring and fun at the same time. with the hell lot of work and tests, they never fail to brighten up our weeks with stuff like talentime or whatever to look forward to (which i hope wont end). but when it gets down to WORK, oh my god. i never knew even BREAKS could be this boring seriously. like everyday you just go for lectures, tutorials daadeedum. that usual routine. ahh actually it has been like this for the past weeks, i dont know im just feeling emo today. stoopid! ah it's one of those days when everything seems to be getting in your way. maybe i just hate routines. and i seriously need more sleep.
oh and just the very THOUGHT about chem test next monday kills everything i have in me. chem test for goodness sake when i got like what, 10% for the first chem quiz?? at this rate im going to be half dead by the end of term one. school is so draining that the cny 4day break never felt shorter. it never felt so damn short. seriously if not for the fact that i would have to change class and like mix around with totally new people and just crash an already bonded class just like that, i would want to switch to arts. arts is damn tempting. imagine ending early everyday. and IMAGINE NO PRACTICALS. NO TWO-HOUR LONG PRACTICALS. omg. thats totally the catch. but as usual i wont have the guts and i wont do it. switch combi i mean. STUPID.
some stoopid kind of depression sunk into me just a few hours ago haha i dont even know why but all of sudden i just think about stuff and i feel so loser. for no reason. how stoopid can this get. then i called up wanteng and talked for a long time. about random stupid stuff. i miss wanteng ): we were saying actually 403 was quite a good class. despite all its many many cliques but somehow most of us always managed to get along perfectly fine. went beauty world with wanteng and huiping today to buy the new uniforms. hope we all look nice in them (: and i really enjoyed spending time with them. i miss anyi bunny eunice tooooooooo and yueyang and jiayuan. suddenly after 2 years of being in the same class, now we are so much more excited when we see one another in the corridors or anywhere. i miss the times when everyone were all still together. i wont call it innocent, but just like the feeling of not knowing much about anything and feeling very peaceful at heart. that very peaceful kinda feeling.
after the uniforms wanted to go back to nanyang for the juniors. but the beauty world aunty was so inefficient we spent quite some time there and nanyang being nanyang, has to lock up and stuff like that so i kinda missed the juniors. saw xueen though <3 AH AND YOU KNOW WHATTTTT. I REALLY REALLY SERIOUSSSSLYYYYY MISS NANYANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Sunday, February 18, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:49 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
yay. all our favourite colours have officially changed to YELLOW. i just bought a yellow top.(: not just ANY yellow. it's the APOLLO yellow ok! haha yay. apollo makes me happy! (: YELLOW FOR APOLLO :D okay, hope everyone will have a meaningful 2007 ahead fun of fun, love and joy. enjoy yourselves before work starts again grr! make 2007 a smashing year! and may everyoneeee receive lots and lots of angbao money :D
and three cheers for the BEST dance ic EVER! (:
GET DOWN HIT THE FLOOR!;
Friday, February 16, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:23 PM
AND WE ALL KNOW WE ARE SO DAMN GOOD.
music makes you lose control;
Thursday, February 15, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:45 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH people. it's TMR. CNY FAC DANCE COMPETITION!! after so many days of learning, teaching, re learning, touching up of steps, practice practice practice, going for fac dance sessions after school on mondays and thursdays, looking forward to fac dance sessions, cheeeeeering for apollo, cheeeering for dance ics. EVERYTHING. and for me, my last last dance (in a way if you know what i mean). just want to go all out. okay stop talking about me. apollo! hope the atmosphere will already be very highh. it's not fair that our fac has to be the first one to perform ): BUT WE WILL STILL OWN. and cheers for apollo dance ics! they have seriously put in soo much. it's tough being dance ics. imagine doing the same dance for like a zillion and one times? then teaching and reteaching everything again? omg CHEERS FOR DANCE ICS.
so yesterday was our x country! haha nanyang always has x country late in the year. haha now so early. i was dreading it! but it turned out VERY GOOD. as in, not that i did fantastically well or anything. just that i didnt felt as tired as i was in those previous years. that i completely ran all the way for the road part. never mind about walking alot for the forest part cause we had alot of fun(: haha it was good not because i was pro or anything. just hmm. i dontknw haha i never ran like this before. i think i really need to pace myself well haha and thanks to jamie and eileen for pacing me! though they will never see this but oh well :D
okay happy belated valentines everyone! :D haha <33 slept late at 230am to finish gp then woke up at 530am, reached school at 630am HAHA I WAS NEVER SO EARLY BEFORE. walking around school at such an early hour felt rather good actually. like especially in hwachong, where the school sits on top of a hill. haha. then we have class benches. not classrooms. so the breeze and everyhing :D i would like to try that again. haha not that easy though considering how i am always either almost late or latee. but yesterday morning didnt really enjoy the breeze and the nightview much cause was completely rushing for time haha though i was waiting for huitian, i was feeling rather flustered! haha waiting for her to do our vday presents! :D it would be easier to finish everything and bring to school but rather troublesome haha and since they are easy to make, decided to do them at the canteen! hope 79 likes that cornflakes thing(: totally rushing la. no time no time. then after that brought that tray to class bench for classmates, everyone giving out roses, cards, gifts, tiny cute items, small little notes and messages, cookies, rochers, kisses, chocolatesssss OH MAN haha THANKS EVERYONE! brought home 2 bags of presents yesterday :D :D vday is really fun hahaha and it was funny to see people getting stuff from their admirers. after that was x country but like what i said above, didnt spoil that vday mood like we all thought it would. CHEERS FOR IAN AND YUANGUANG OF 07S79! they were in top 20 haha ian of competitors and yuanguang of mass run! :D haha and it was fun seeing people go on their hott dates after x country :D hahahahah i went on a hot date with my class! haha some people in my class anyway. we stayed on for qte some time after x country ended. the guys were kicking soccer or whatever so had to wait for them. anyway we didnt mind waiting did we huhhhhhh :D :D HAHA. then stoned at busstop before finally deciding to go to toa payoh for dinner. haha ended up at foodcourt(: after eating went supermarket to get stuff for cny stall tmr! then homeee(: with my 2 bags of presents yayyyy it was a good day :D and today release of inter fac x country results! not bad though apollo got third for the guys, won first for the females! so, CHEERS FOR APOLLO!
remember i was saying it's good to have something to look forward to in a week? last week was dramfeste :D and this week was vday friendship day and cny celebration tmr. and i realised that after tmr, after cny, there will be NOTHING. NOT EVEN APOLLO FAC DANCE SESSIONS TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND BRIGHEN UP YOUR DAY. just mug and study and sleep in class and (you knw the routine). im sick of studying! and it hasnt even been two full months. it's tiring in lessons, in lectures in tutorials and tiring even during breaks. i dontknw whats happening. maybe i just need wanteng anyi bunny huiping and the very familiar people to hype things up. but besides that, i love 07S79. we're a great class! you all are all wonderful people. making things much more fun and enjoyable. sometimes i feel so out though. like just watching the class from afar. but im trying my best to always feel part of it though! today we finished cny banner in like, one hour plus. our classes took like a few days. and though we only did it to avoid whole class doing CS hahah but it was not that bad (: (: like how our orientation class flag and everything. we are always so efficient :D CHEERS 07S79!
haha this post is really long!! and random with weird punctuations here and there. haha but just to let me remember what happened these few days :D ahhhh okay. fac dance tmr. it will be a memorable day for me as well. oh and GREAT we'll be getting our VERY OWN APOLLO JACKETS TMR! go apollo! <33 they say, bring sunglasses to avoid being blinded by our flashes of YELLOW! :D DO IT FOR APOLLO (:
blinded by our bright flashes of yellow!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:29 AM
Hello people :D I'm trying to type with a capital letter for the first letter of every word cause I'm kinda bored. Anyway, APOLLO OWNS. Won Best Play for Dramafeste 2007! Cheered like mad in the LT. Could really feel the APOLLO spirit! In Hwa Chong, it's not very difficult to get highh haha :D
Anyway, I'm very glad for the many things i can look forward to now admist all these senseless rushing of work and preparing for the endless number of tests and stupid stuff which makes you very tired. So these things brighten up my days. They need not necessarily be happy stuffff. Just random stuff which helps me to avoid the normal school work and I'll be happy. Happy stuff are a bonus of course. Like last week, it was Dramafeste on Thursday and Friday! The filler item on Friday was damn zai. Luckily i went for both nights! :D This week it'll be Vday on Wednesday (Cross-country) then we can all exchange presents Yay yay and reveal identity for angel and mortals (: and then CNY FAC DANCE COMPETITION ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!! I didnt even realise it's this friday until someone reminded me today. I want to do a good job. Anyway, I think the fac dance will be the last hiphopishhh item I will be doing after soo long. Until... forever. It feels kinda sad so I shall not think about it. I guess the least I can do is to make it memorable. And win faculty points for Apollo! :D It will be worth it.
Sometimes in life, what you ask for is never what you get. You end up feeling miserable and feeling stupid cause some people can just get what you want without having to life a finger and they dont really actually give a damn. It makes you sooo jealous. You want time to reverse, so that you can do what is right and not feel like the loser you are feeling now. And whats worse is that they dont even care. Jiayi! Life is unfair. What can we do. Cheerup babe <3
I kinda miss Wanteng Bunny Anyi Huiping Eunice Yijing Yueyang Jiayuan as a 403 thing. Haven been seeing them around much and when we do see one another, we will all be rushing off to the next lecture or tutorial period and can only afford to wave and say hi. But well, better than nothing I guess! Oya and the O level people in 07S79 did very well for their Os! I bet if I were to take on Os omg I dont even want to think about that. Im so lucky to be in Hwa Chong.
These days I've been feeling like returing to the good old orientation days. Where everything is so innocent and everyone just want to make friends. You smile at everybody and everyone smiles back. It's this really friendly feeling you get. Everyone is in it together. Before all these cliques start forming and people start to feel lazy to even say hi. Before stupid stuff happen, we made the wrong moves, and our reputations are gone forever. Its irritating and very tiring. I miss O1.
sash of the wrap skirt;
Sunday, February 04, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:55 AM
had jts yesterday evening/night at pizza hut :D it was fun! (: (: did alot of random stupid things haha and made alot alot of noise. people in pizza hut were totally exasperared with us. oh man hope we dont get cs(: anyway hope the snrs had fun! didnt spend as much as them, we need to treat them thrice!! haha but still it's the fun that counts. after that went pool with class though some left. haha the girls were just sitting down and talking about random stuff. it was a good day(: and here's another photo of our stj last week!
oya. had dance today then after that went thai noodle house for lunch with dancers! it was a nice place hahaha cant believe today was my first time eating there right. (: saw chit siyu liping estelle there! happy to see them! just very sad cant talk more. then stoned ard talked crap with jiayi jiayuan huitian meisiew xianhuan for very long! then went town with meisiew to walk ard randomly and slack. oh man there were sooo many hwachong people at town today! just walk a few steps and you see another person you know. then you wave and say hi, crapped for a little while. then walk another few steps then the cycle repeats. :D haha but it was fun! HAHA meisiew and i were being total gluttons today. we ate and ate and ate and ate and it was fun! it's not everyday meisiew eats this much you knowww(: oh ya saw felicia at take auntie anne's! haha and some henderson sec people who came for dance camp in decemeber, they were in my grp but doubt they remember me anyway. (: saw nicholas at taka too he was to have his stj in the evening or something. donated money to some hc guy doing flag day cause he said must support own schoolmates. then went lot one with meisiew! did some work thanks to her. meisiew's damn pro(: hahaha. today was a good day too! just that my chem is going to DIE UGH. stupid.
Os results releasing next friday. i want 07S79 to stay together!!
never be apart;
Thursday, February 01, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:36 PM
haha i know im slowwww but here are some photos of orientation! haha 07S79(:
sevenniners hard at work! :D
10 out of the 14 girls in 07S79(: haha.
photos from Chang-J's birthday :D
And the Birthday Boy(:
anyway! SCHOOL IS GETTING REALLY TIRING. alot of activities came and gone and still coming. everyday passes in flashes i cant seem to catch my breath. but they are mostly happy smiles joy so thats good(: dramafeste coming up! :D fac dances are love<3 cause all of us love apollo alottt :D i miss 403 i miss the dancers and everyone but never really see them often so really hoping to catch them around school. i miss nanyang! and i desperately need help in math and chem, my two worst and most hated subjects UGH. im going to DIE at chem test next tuesday shittt. anyway, class blog at ohseven79 haha(: and i know some of these photos are too big while some are too small. pardon me im lazy to edit hahahah so make do with them(: have been sleeping earlier than usual these days, haha JC IS TIRING. and im behind the class for tutorials, ah really stupid. and i totally hate our econs tutor HE SUCKS OKAY. OYA school ends at FOUR TMR WTH. okay shall go off now. haha i know this is a very stupid random post but nevermind :D AH im very incoherent. nights!(: going to try to get cedar uniform heh heh heh :D
